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an afternoon

by Justine Rose

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1.
When theorizing about the order of things, some say God, some say fate We stand in line at airports and temples and we patiently wait for revelation; we wait for salvation Watch our digital clocks count the minutes, and wait for the world to catch its breath While we recklessly carry on loving, in the face of time, in the face of death The sun comes up and sets in your supernova eyes With their quick bursts of green, and their flecks of golden light Looking at you, I think slowly-forming galaxies So I let out my breath, and I sit on your knees Feel the warmth of your face, and the cold midnight stars Kiss the frost off your breath, watch the twinkling of mars And you say "just stick to logic," but I see everything logic denies In your supernova eyes When a husband leaves a wife, you know, after twenty-five years He sends her to a place that's beyond where you can go with tears And the screens are flashing everywhere news of this week's disaster And the world keeps getting hotter, and the world keeps spinning faster And I'm sobbing "it's senseless, it's senseless," but you say "stop crying; though a few of us have given up, I think most of us are trying." The sun comes up and sets in your supernova eyes With their quick bursts of green, and their flecks of golden light Looking at you, I think slowly-forming galaxies So I let out my breath, and I sit on your knees Feel the warmth of your face, and the cold midnight stars Kiss the frost off your breath, watch the twinkling of mars And you say "just stick to logic," but I see everything logic denies In your supernova eyes
2.
Boston 02:50
Waking up with you in a West Coast high-rise Pacific Ocean view, the sun in my eyes Falling asleep with your head across my thighs Any every where we've been there and time flies away But when I think about Boston, I think greasy lo mein Library kisses, and running in the rain Laughing on the subway, and eyes it's hard not to get lost in That's when I think about Boston And when I think Sacramento, I think rooftops late at night Swimming pools and chlorine, but a love that's watertight Grilled cheese, and oak trees, and white SUVs parked off dirt roads That's when I think Sacramento Waking up with you in a West Coast high-rise Pacific Ocean view, the sun in my eyes Falling asleep with your head across my thighs Any every where we've been there and time flies away But when I think about Cassville, Missouri, I think aviator glasses Your face when you fell off the dock, and motorboat splashes Sunlight underwater, cold beer, and the world standing still That's when I think about Cassville Library kisses, and all of the above Just think there was a time when I had lost belief in love And now, I'm Waking up with you in a West Coast high-rise Pacific Ocean view, the sun in my eyes Falling asleep with your head across my thighs Any every where we've been there and time flies away Ah, but any every where I'll be there, waking up with you Any, every where I'll be there, waking up with you Any, every where I'll be there
3.
Cora's Song 02:13
You and me and these sunny days We've got a little green house in San Jose And if we never left, I'd be okay With our daughter growing here In the backyard with a G&T You ask me, girl, what will it be? I'll take a cold beer, a long kiss, And I'll take another day like this Eight weeks with stars in our eyes I love her look when she's surprised She's got your nose, huge cheeks And a way of putting me at ease It's like the planets all swung into place With every trace of doubt erased I'll take another night of sleepless bliss And I'll take another day like this Well it felt like years of losing faith And then I suddenly woke up one day With a new love, it's a new start I've got a thirty year old, brand new heart Yeah the world was feeling kind of rough But now again, it's all enough And there's so much I don't want to miss And I'll take another day like this This time of life is so beautiful It's well past spring, but it's not yet fall, The days are long enough to feel we've got all the time in the world The days are warm, and so are the nights And full of music, full of light Don't want to jinx what's going right But I'll take another day like this You and me and these sunny days We've got a little green house in San Jose And if we never left, I'd be okay With our daughter growing here
4.
Palace Hotel 03:55
I turn his collar down, and then he turns around and kisses good morning He doesn't make a sound, and so the force of it hits without warning And there are days I put the ironing board away; and I'm wearing a terrycloth robe There are years I'm thinking of how life goes 'Cause there are days, there are years, and then there's a touch That melts the days and the years This old world is too much I'm smiling, waiting for the elevator bell Checking in with you At the Palace Hotel And life goes places you can't see at eighteen You look good in a suit, like I look good in jeans You raise the stakes; yeah, you call in for more pancakes Eat 'em in the bath, feeling inspired Six floors down is a gold rush town, but up here it's just curtains and light We sit cross-legged on the bed, compare where our lives have led Eat pillowcase chocolates, and call it a night 'Cause there are days, there are years, and then there's a touch That melts the days and the years This old world is too much I'm smiling, waiting for the elevator bell Checking in with you At the Palace Hotel And life goes places that you never thought you'd see You've become a non sequitur to me And still it's nice, to be part of the flow of your life This week Albany, next week Chicago Far cry from sitting by the Charles, and talking about what life means If only we had known, you can't help but be shown what life means 'Cause there are days, there are years, and then there's a touch That melts the days and the years This old world is too much I'm smiling, waiting for the elevator bell Checking in with you At the Palace Hotel So we'll steal all the soap and the cotton balls Do whatever we want, make the most of it all 'Cause there are days, there are years, and then there's a touch That melts the days and the years This old world is too much I'm smiling, waiting for the elevator bell Checking in with you At the Palace Hotel
5.
Tell me how you want to play it If I run into you at that harvest party We can play it cool Keep it all low-key Tell me how you want to play it I could raise my glass to you And you could raise yours to me And all those memories But if you were to walk on over, blame it on the wine Tell me that you can't stop thinking of me, or you're fine Well it's just too complicated Because I'd want you to be happy and I'd hate it And my heart would race and I'd probably say something contrived Cause I don't want to know don't want to know don't want to know It'll hurt either way And I don't want to show don't want to show don't want to show If I care what you say And if I don't want to go don't want to go don't want to go I'm still not going to stay Our love was always something of a runaway train And I'm staying off the tracks I thought that I might not love again, but I did I married him in August and we're talking about kids But the walks by the river, the fighting in the halls When I threw the drink at you and didn't take your call Well I was young, but sincere And where I went from there led here So I don't want to know don't want to know don't want to know It'll hurt either way And I don't want to show don't want to show don't want to show If I care what you say And if I don't want to go don't want to go don't want to go I'm still not going to stay Our love was always something of a runaway train And I'm staying off the tracks No such thing as going back I wish you happiness I wish you peace of mind But I can't love him right Without leaving you behind So I don't want to know don't want to know don't want to know It'll hurt either way And I don't want to show don't want to show don't want to show If I care what you say And if I don't want to go don't want to go don't want to go I'm still not going to stay Our love was always something of a runaway train And I'm staying off the tracks
6.
The Villain 03:27
I hope you’re happy in the city I hope you’re having a ball I hope you’re dating someone pretty And I hope that you don’t call I hope you tried to forget me Oh God, it went so wrong I hope you never regret me I hope you’re feeling strong, but Some days I wake up and I’m the villain I’m the one to blame Some days I wake up next to a lover And don’t even know his name Some days I wake up and can’t remember Where it is my heart went to Some days I wake up and I am haunted by The dreams I had of you We kissed on the Champs-Elysees and We kissed in Montreal We kissed most every day I hope that you don’t call And we’d pretend to be in movies I swore that I’d be true I hope you never regret me Some days, I regret you Some days I wake up and I’m the villain I’m the one to blame Some days I wake up next to a lover And don’t even know his name Some days I wake up and can’t remember Where it is my heart went to Some days I wake up and I am haunted by The dreams I had of you I hope you’re happy in the city We kissed on the Champs-Elysees It was your eyes I’d get lost in It was you that walked away And still Some days I wake up and I’m the villain I’m the one to blame Some days I wake up next to a lover And don’t even know his name Some days I wake up and can’t remember Where it is my heart went to Some days I wake up and I am haunted by The dreams I had of you
7.
Manhattan 03:05
Eve and Adam on a rooftop garden With lemonade, and magazines She says maybe later, we could catch a movie He says, nothing's out I haven't seen She says then baby, let's go for a walk There's apple blossoms on the trees I know that you've been hurt and you're wary But you've already got me on my knees And she says, baby I've seen the softness in your eyes I've tasted your kiss, heard you sigh And your heartbeat is my higher power So come what may Come history They're never gonna take you away from me I'll pick you up when you fall down Yeah, baby, we can turn the world around Adam says, I'll think about it But have you thought out what this could mean? We're talking fall of Troy and body glitter, two world wars and James Dean But she says, baby I've seen the softness in your eyes I've tasted your kiss, heard you sigh And your heartbeat is my higher power So come what may Come history They're never gonna take you away from me I'll pick you up when you fall down Yeah, baby, we can turn the world around Eve and Adam on a rooftop garden With lemonade and Magazines He says, how about them apples, baby She says, now you're seeing what I mean And she says, baby I've seen the softness in your eyes I've tasted your kiss, heard you sigh And your heartbeat is my higher power So come what may Come history They're never gonna take you away from me I'll pick you up when you fall down Yeah, baby, we can turn the world around
8.
Bottom Line 02:46
She and I are talking ‘bout the boys we love talking M&A They both say that they’re not there, and for now that’s okay ‘Cause she’s got dinner in the Village at half past ten, and a story for ABC And I’ve got a red eye plane to catch, and one-third a J.D. But we could live quieter than all this We could live the moment of stillness Back porch and a rocking chair We could live there We could live quieter than all this Citronella candles and screw-top wine Cotton dress and a fishing line We could live there She and I are talking about the things we want, over Kir Royales Never really meant to up end up black dress femmes fatales So listen up, Atlanta, and know that I’m singing to you We can buy Balenciaga and Park Avenue Or we can live quieter than all this We can live the moment of stillness Back porch and a rocking chair We can live there We can live quieter than all this Citronella candles and screw-top wine Our love as the bottom line We can live there She and I are talking ‘bout the boys we love talking M&A
9.
Stay 04:05
If Romeo and Juliet had been just a little more wise They’d be another gray-haired couple at the grocery store He’d tell his jokes; she’d push the cart down the aisle and she’d roll her eyes Cause she’s heard his jokes a hundred times before If you play it right, you learn the ache Of a beautifully-made mistake And you realize it’s what we’re all looking for So fall, pray, trust Stay a little longer Nothing’s stronger than being the first to call Try to fall I’ve got a live-in boyfriend, and he loves me like he once loved Captain Kirk An attorney in my kitchen who might love me, just enough to make it work But some nights when I’m home at eight The universe will test my faith Another life, another city I’ll ask myself if it would fit me Then think Fall, pray, trust Stay a little longer Nothing’s stronger than being the first to call Try to fall He just might make me honest, and we start to talk about bringing another life And still it seems ironic, from couldn’t be tied down to maybe wife I think about blue eyes, red hair And all that’s between here and there I tell myself, I make a plan, to show her, make her understand Fall, pray, trust, stay a little longer Nothing’s stronger than being the first to call And it’s a losing game having nothing to lose at all So try to fall
10.
I've got a little girl with the bluest eyes And she makes me feel at peace inside And her voice is prettier than any song I've got a little boy and he's almost here Yeah, it's shaping up to be a pretty good year And I hope he's like his sister - kind and strong And I said I would never get over you And a part of me's still broken up that wasn't true But love looks different from this point of view So I hope you're doing well and that you've found it too Here on the other side I've got a king size bed with the softest sheets And a man who makes me feel complete With a love as warm and steady as the sun And I'm not as wild and I'm not as free But he loves me now and who I used to be And he understands the place I'm coming from And I said I would never get over you And a part of me's still broken up that wasn't true But love looks different from this point of view So I hope you're doing well and that you've found it too Here on the other side

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released March 21, 2021

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Located in Sacramento, California, Justine Rose writes bright, lyric-driven indie country.

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